| Sunday, March 30th, 2008 |
| 12:50 pm |
wow live journal!!!
I havent been on here in years!!! holy crap! I wonder if anyone else gets on here?? lol |
| Thursday, August 24th, 2006 |
| 8:20 pm |
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| Saturday, August 12th, 2006 |
| 9:57 pm |
PARTAY!!!
Im going to Martha's Vineyard!!! WOO HOO!! I love drag queens!! :D Happy BDay to me!!!!! |
| Tuesday, July 11th, 2006 |
| 5:39 pm |
Im a piece of shit and thats all you need to know... |
| Saturday, June 24th, 2006 |
| 5:29 pm |
its about time!!!
YES!!! I finally got laid!!! He was smashed off his ass, and would not stop talking practically the whole time.. but hey I liked it!! It was awesome.. came twice in a row! kick ass huh.. lol well Im done letting everyone in on my sex life... sooo see yall laterz! peace out |
| Tuesday, June 20th, 2006 |
| 8:01 pm |
:P
So... nothing really has been going on lately.. I got invited I guess you could say to come and live with Julie and Josiah. Im not quite sure about it yet. My only reason for not jumping into it is just that I dont have a car yet. but it just so happens that Josiah and Matt are big huge car junkies and know everything about them so they are going to help me find a cheap car. I have saved up around 500 now.. Im doing pretty good. I've been getting to see Gabriel a lot more. Which there for a while incase any of you didnt know I wasnt able to what with moving out of Jeremy's house, back into my mother's house and trying to save up money... I just dont know.. but Im starting to feel a little bit better about the situation. Oh did I tell you in my last entry that I went to Gage and Ashley's wedding... yeah it was really cute.. and to make things even more awkward I caught the bouquet. yes I did. and it was funny as hell... all the family members were just staring at me with evil grins.. lol *sigh* anywho.. I think I might go now.. Gabriel is eating so I better pay some attention to him.. lol Im the best mother in the world! :D |
| Thursday, June 15th, 2006 |
| 1:12 pm |
oh man
sooo I just woke up... Feels nice to be able to sleep in for once.. I've been hanging out with all my friends from way long ago. Julie, Josh G., Josh H., Josiah, Elizabeth, and MATT!!! hehehe... I've been over here at Julie and Josiah's house like every night for the past week almost... crazy! getting drunk and hanging out catching up. I never realized how much I was missing out on while I was just sitting in Jeremy's house for two years... its nuts. We all went swimming in the Plaza apartments lastnight. It was sooooooo much fun. Im still trying to get Matt's attention but he just has not got enough balls to do anything yet.. I know Im babbling but I dont care. Matt is actually the guy I lost my virginity to and we went out like 4 almost 5 years ago, and we have been hanging out alot.. Im so sexually frustrated (sorry dont get creeped out) but I am. and so tonight I dont care anymore. Im gonna get drunk and rape Matt. I know Matt pretty well and I think he's just being shy. lol so I will shake him up a bit. It will be good fun! anywho other than that I've just been working. I got in a lot of trouble because last Sat. is when I first started hanging out over here at Julie's and I got really drunk Sat. night and I couldnt make it to work on Sun. morning which is the worst thing I could ever do. Because Sun. morning is like the busiest day of the week. I felt like crap too because 4 people total called in on Sun. morning (me being one of them).... *sigh* it wont happen again I promise... lol anywho Im done on here.. I think I got everything. peace out nigga's Current Mood:  numb |
| Wednesday, May 24th, 2006 |
| 1:19 pm |
So it definately has been a while since I last posted. Been really busy for the last couple of months.. Im currently going to college.. woo hoo.. Gabriel turned 1 yr old on the 19th. That was a lot of fun. Lost my life about a week and a half ago. Jeremy finally decided to tell me that he was just keeping me around because he felt sorry for me. Sayin that I couldnt do it on my own. but its funny because he said that I was dependent of him, but yet when I met him yeah I had problems with my mom and all, but I was on my way to making it for myself and my son... The only reason why I was "dependent" of his dumb ass is because when your with someone for 2 FUCKING years you tend to depend off of each other. especially when you tell the other person that you "promise promise" that you love them and are in love with them. what a douche. anywho I guess he decided two weeks before he broke the bad news to me about how worthless I am... he was already planning on shacking up with a stupid slut whore by the name or mary that is 17 and also engaged. WOW and Im the worthless one.. oh but he has nothing to do with mary and her fiance breaking up altough the night that he broke up with me he was back up at Denny's (which is where all of us work including the whore) spilling his guts to her about how he likes her and wants to be with her. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL... I cant wait to see what she does with Jeremy's poor little sensitive ass.. thats gonna be funny. because mary has done the same exact thing with every single guy that she comes in contact with. well this is for you two :P hope you have fun for the next couple of weeks because it aint gonna last. and the second I come across mary's fiance we will be having a talk and then Jeremy will be getting his ass kicked which right now is an even bigger reward for someone else doing to dirty work for me. because that's what I was going to do, but I couldnt because I was stuck in his hell hole of a house. I wonder if mary is going to like his scum infested room?? or that fact that he only takes a shower once a week if that... hmmmm well yeah I think im done.. the past is the past this is just a rant of what's been going on and how i feel about it.. peace out my nigga's Current Mood:  lost and empty |
| Saturday, March 11th, 2006 |
| 5:57 pm |
| You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.
Exciting | | 100% | Wet | | 81% | Hot | | 75% | Violent | | 44% | Soft | | 38% | Sweet | | 38% | Shy | | 13% | Awkward | | 6% | </td>
What is your sexual style?
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| 5:51 pm |
Wow Im old!!!!
| You Are 32 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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| Thursday, February 16th, 2006 |
| 1:58 am |
After you die...
Hell
After death, you will burn forever in the fires of hell. Or much more likely, you will be put into a room with two other people for all of eternity. Because hell is other people.
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Spiritualism
Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
40% spiritual.
60% reason-oriented.
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All-Around Smart
You are all-around smart. Essentially, that means that you are a good combination of your own knowledge and experience, along with having learned through instruction - and you are equally as good with theoretical things as you are with real-world, applied things. You have a well-rounded brain.
0% applied intelligence
20% learned intelligence
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<td align="center">You will be a Notorious Criminal
Your fame will be gained through your unlawful deeds. You are very smart and will probably get away with it for a long time – if not forever. You are not evil, necessarily, but when you don’t agree with a law, you just ignore it.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> ok Im done for now.. heheh these are fun.. I can never stop doing quizes!!! :D Current Mood:  tired |
| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 |
| 12:12 pm |
Its been a while
sooo how long has it been.. dang I dont know.. lots of stuff has been happening.. Gabriel is getting not just one but two teeth growing in on the bottom of his mouth... and he's starting to crawl... he's got it down pretty well but we dont have carpet in the house so its kind of difficult to teach him how to crawl... anywho... Im workin at the great and wonderful Mcy D's... I hate it but its a job I guess... I want to find something different .. I was even thinking about maybe a job at a day care.. and hope that it would be free to take Gabriel with me.. hehehe... but yeah.. everything is going ok I guess just waiting for my W2's and hoping that they are good enough to get a crappy car.. :D well bye fer now I guess Current Mood:  frustrated |
| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005 |
| 10:18 pm |
<td align="center">Romance
Romance is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You need romance in your life. You love the extra dimension that romance brings to a relationship and you tend to fall in love very quickly.
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| Saturday, November 26th, 2005 |
| 10:11 pm |
yo yo yo yo yo yo yo!!!!! wass uh happenin hah stuff...??? lol well had a job for like a week or so.. telemarketing.. couldnt do it... Im definately not a sales person.. oh well.. lookin for a job at the moment.. doin pretty good.. finally got my last check from Irina.. she finally got around to sending it down here... thank god.. very much needed.. still trying to get things together.. If only PSYCHO people werent involved in my life (*cough cough* (dad and joleen) *cough cough*) annnyyywhoo... I had things going up in KC.. on my way had money in a bank account.. savin it up.. and then WHOOAA look out.. NOT SUPRISED ONE BIT.. Everyone blew up at me and tossed me out like a little rag doll.. but oh well no prob bob... Its all good.. now that I've completely severed that relationship there can be no chance of anything like that ever happening again.. no hard feelings hope you all have a nice life.. because I know mine will be a lot easier without cha.. (flips off and sticks tounge out) :D now that thats done with .. Gage (baby daddy) has started taking Gabriel for a week at a time every other week.. so that's been nice.. this is the first week.. still waiting for those excuses for not taking him, but luckily havent seen them yet.. hmm .. but yeah.. Jeremy and I are doing Great. He's been thinking of proposing! yippi! cant wait for that.. Im all excited.. I know the proposal will be great! *muah to muh baby* but he's been workin a lot. and supporting me through everything and Im soo happy that he's been here for me! There arent that many people that would do the things that he's done for me.. I love him so much and it feels really good to know that he loves me just as much! :D enough mooshy stuff.. Im done.. talk to yall later! peace out bitches |
| Thursday, November 10th, 2005 |
| 3:02 pm |
Im so depressed and frustrated.. There are things that Ive been told to let go of but Im not quite sure how to.. and it seems like no one is really trying to help me.. I really am on my own... oh well... bleh Current Mood: bitchy |
| Wednesday, October 26th, 2005 |
| 3:01 am |
soo Its been a while again.. sittin here being bored.. what's been going on ???? hmm well Gabriel just turned 5 months last week, went down to Joplin for Jeremy's bday.. spent some time with him and Alex.. saw Mom for a little while.. took Jeremy to see Doom for his bday... that was fun and it was free!! lol woo hoo.. I dont know what Im going to do though.. cuz Dad and Joleen are kicken me out by Dec. 15th..... they expect me to get a car and find a place to live by then.. but I guess Im going to buy my Mom's car from her for like $600 which isnt too bad but I dont know if I can get a place by then... cuz a 1 bed room here is like $400-$450 a month.. I just dont think I'll have enough I could get a place in Joplin for like $200 or even less... but it would probably piss some people off if I did.. I dunno.. I think I'll probably end up in Joplin some how.. which it seems to me would work out sooo much better if you ask me.. but yeah nothing else going on at the moment.. gotta go Im tired peace out Current Mood: tired |
| Tuesday, October 18th, 2005 |
| 11:43 am |
omg lol
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 2% on Tastefulness |
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You scored higher than 98% on Originality |
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You scored higher than 70% on Deliberateness |
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| Sunday, October 9th, 2005 |
| 9:04 am |
"its been a while"
Well.. Thought I would update since its been a while.. I dont really have much to talk about... Gabriel is crying a lot more because he is starting to teeth.. Poor little guy. and the guy Matt that I talked about in previous posts.. we're just friends as of right now... I just dont really think it would have worked... We're just two completely different people and I know they say that opposites attract.. but not that opposite! lol anywho... people's birthday's coming up this month: Mom - 30th, Jeremy - 21st, Gage - 1st and I could never remember if Julies bday was in October or November... lol sorry! but I plan to be down in Joplin some time I know on the 21st hopefully if I can get a ride.. and then in Nov. I believe its the 13th for a concert Im going to with Megan! Havent seen her in a long while.. lol and I've started talking to Jeremy again... He's wanting to work things out.. Which is cool but Im somewhat hesitant because I know how he is.. He wants to talk to me the next time I come down which Im thinking about just going with Dad on Tuesday is he will permit me to... it just depends on what kind of day he has.. but anywho.. work sucks and life is just going.. lol I just want a car.. and I need to stop spending my money so much.. lol no more movies and stupid shit... every time I go to work and I have a 30 min break I always go next door to HyVee and get a bunch of candy and shit.. I've written like almost 20 checks now and I've only had them for like a couple weeks.. lol anywho.. holla Im out! Current Mood:  cold |
| Wednesday, September 28th, 2005 |
| 10:20 am |
I gots a Tattoo!!!!!!!! on the back of my neck!! its a little moon and a neon green star!!! Yippi!!! Current Mood:  giggly |
| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 |
| 12:09 am |
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